Today I decided, time to take my life.  To this world not needed anymore.
All my time’s been used for good, role fulfilled.  Time to knock on Heaven’s door.
Spent my life, chosen for retribution, killing for God to make it to the Gates.
My job complete, purpose met, time has come for Shaingra-La to take my soul away.

   My Heaven, it’s everything that I dreamed.
   My spirit content and blessed forever, eternally.
   My God loves me most of all He has created.
   My life, the end since time began the most anticipated.

No one ever told me that God’s Kingdom was so Heavenly.
No more cold nights shivering, now fire’s all I see.
Drowning screams I hear, they calm my nerves and soothe my senses.
Angels foul and massive, full of hate, all souls defenseless.

   They chain me down and whip me ’till my body’s all disintegrated.
   New figure forms for it to blaze with flames until incinerated.
   Scaly tail penetrating me ’till blackened pain’s all I can see.
   I can’t believe this pain and joy it’s much more than I hoped it’d be.

       My Heaven, it’s everything that I dreamed.
       My spirit content and blessed, forever eternally.
       My God, He loves me most of all He has created.
       My life, the end since time began the most anticipated.

People said I’d rot in Hell, I wish they could see, this Heaven God has built for me.

© Steven Launstein 2016